I can't tell if things are getting better or if they're getting worse. Which is strange, you'd think that would be fairly obvious. But, some things are getting better and some are getting worse. I don't know which will have the greater cumulative effect.
My husband seems to be in better spirits, while I seem to be in worse ones. At the moment though I believe that is hormonal. I know I wrote about it once before, but it's getting worse. When I am done nursing I will look into homeopathic remedies for these swings from low to lower I just hope I can make it. It doesn't help that youngest won't drink anything else, making weaning MUCH harder.
Husband plans on renting a portable storage container so we can empty out a room and fix it up, go through all the stuff and create storage for it. I'm all for it, in theory. In reality, I'm worried it will become a long term thing and cost us many hundreds of dollars. I won't express this to him, though. I do know better than that after all these years. I just hope he will come up with a plan and follow through - god if he did that on a regular basis, well I almost can't imagine how different life would be. No point on dwelling on that, let's just hope that swimming wins out.
