I am surprised at how hard it has been to get a post up. Technical difficulties aside, it has been very hard to keep a coherent thought running while exposed to my children. Wait - why am I surprised by that? In e-mail I can type a few sentences here and there and an hour later, voila a disjointed note is on its way.
I'm also finding that simply knowing I have this outlet seems to have diminished my inner need for it. Although, that may be due to the cycle of my hormones, which were probably the reason this blog was created anyway. Yes, I'm a woman, I have hormone related mood swings, get over it.
The times I need to vent the most are the times when I am the most busy being overrun by my household and family. The times when I'd like to boast are when I'm busy enjoying my family or correcting my household. Low energy and PPD tend to lean towards quiet brooding, or even not so quiet brooding, but they don't lend themselves to inspirational writing.
I'm curious as to how long I will keep the idea that I'll keep a blog or if this will get chalked up to "Silly Mommy."
